What should I do?

Sorry everyone...
This blog should let everyone to gt som3 advis3 4 lov3...
but I gt lov3 problem myself...
My parent still forcing m3 to shift skul...
If tat happen...
I will seperate wif her 4eva...
during thes3 days...
I kip thinking abt it.....
It makes m3 feel anger n no mood....
When I sms wif her
I always cause sumthing terribl3
And we will argue 4 tat..
I promise everything tat she wan m3 to...
Bt sh3 dun blv m3
this could happen becaus3 I hurt her too much be4..
I deserve it
I promise her tat I will giv3 her happiness when she is wif m3
And I wont let her hurt by lov3 again..
Bt I din kip the promis3
I duwan to los3 her...
I am too selfish to her...
Din car3 her feeling everytime...
She dun haf a gud ending 4 her first lov3
So I duwan to let her cant even had a gud ending 4 her second lov3
Bt cn I do tat?
I am confuse oso
Why the fate haf to seperate us when I truely lov3 a girl?
She said she lov3 me...
Bt next year we will be different skul
Cn I continue our relationship?
I duwan to be selfish to her..
It is unfair
I reali duwan to los3 her
Bt wad cn I do?
Wad I cn only do nw is to beg my parent...
Bt if the situation is very worst
Although I duwan to break wif her..
I will break..
I duwan her to wait 4 m3..
She still cn find a better guy den me
If we break..
I still lov3 her..
I juz hope she cn be happy 4eva
If the situation is better..
I swear
I wont break wif her
I will do everything 4 her tat she wan
I lov3 her 4eva
I lov3 u 4eva...Mimi..